An insight that has never being told..

Living in this roller coaster world, which there’s a chance of every single moment portrays a jumble of different momentous events brings us to can never erase what have been cursed upon us every timid hours. Realizing anger is just one letter short to danger I seldom tells me that I should not put it as an upfront option every time difficulties comes right to my face. I seldom choose what people around the world put on a term ‘Cool it’ which makes me calm and aware of what I can do to enhance my skills to dissolve the matter arise as cool as I can be.

But, as I being sent to this planet being breed as a ‘just me’, there’s a chance that sometimes my reaction are beyond what I can do to pursue the calmness. Luckily, every time it happens I can prolly keep it to myself and was not being published obviously to others. That makes me wonder sometimes to what extent I can help myself to keep it as low as I wish. I was the one hoping in my every breath that I would never burst it to the person that have holds my entire lame heart to my highest satisfaction and appreciation.

As she comes to me the first time I see her, I know exactly that she is the one for me. The way she treated me, when she communicate her feeling of love to me and in fact her every movement per-se amaze me. She has everything in the world that I’ve been looking for my entire lonely life. The sweet smile, the bright loving gaze, the pleasing touch and her wonderful taste of kiss literally makes me going and scares me to death of losing her somehow. I simply can see her as my better half as I need her with me, more than I even need myself at times.

But, I know for sure that I just can’t simply keep her to me as she belongs to the world from the start. I know that she has her own world that she has been living her entire life. I don’t mind it at all. I love her to happily live and get on with her wonderful world, as for me whatever makes her happy can simply put a smile to me instead. I love her as what god has destinies her to becomes and to what extent that she might grow up to be onwards. I have fully accepted her as what she is and dear you can rest assured that I will forever be yours to share and convey everything you have inside. I accept your beauty and abilities as I fully accept every single lacking you have. I just want to live my entire life onwards with you dear. Because I love you so much sayangku~! Miss you in my every single breath..

Thanks for accepting and allowing me to love you. Thanks for being born and becomes who you are today sweetheart. I’ve loved you from the start..

*Hugs&kisses*
Hafiz
March 26, 2008
11.03 A.M