Monday, November 24, 2008

Nice Long Story

Hi baby...
Just read your long bed dreams story which I felt so much happy and touched. I hope I would hear the same story from you forever. It will always reminds me how kind you are and how you appreciate me came into your life as your life partner. I can see from your warm heart, your brown eyes, how deeply your love for me. I can see it,baby.

I knew sometimes I just cant control myself my anger, my emotions, my bad attitude that really irritated and annoyed you but I did try my very best to not hurt you. Well, just like you said, I can't escape from you. If I sad, hurt, feel bad, you gonna have the same feelings too. I hurt you with all my damn bad attitudes. I really dont wanna share whatever I felt because I'm used to it since I was small, no one ever want to hear what I felt inside.

I try to solve and think about it alone and it has now produced me as a strong independent women. I struggled not to let anyone else see me in what I call 'sad mood'. Anyway, how hard I try it is the matter of emotions that I cant hide because it will appear right from your face. All around me will notice it.

I know now I am not alone since I have you as my life partner, so everything I have to share with you. I try to comfort myself in this new zone even though its been 10 months we've been together. I really need time and space to get used to it. ok baby.

Muahh! I love you so much as world can't tell you how much I love you.

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