Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Let's enjoy!

Hi sayangku!

I've already downloaded the ipod which contains our favourite songs....so while writing the blogs, enjoy the music ya...

muuah!

-aisya-




Wednesday, April 9, 2008

I Miss You Sayangku!


Celebrating our birthday together

1.10pm
Thursday

Sayangku!!! (Excited). Sayang, everyday I miss your jokes, your voice, your touch and your love. It seems like my day incomplete without talking to you, see you and sit with you. Once you are here with me then I feel sooo release and happy when I see you by my own beautiful eyes. (hehehe)…

I am so lucky I got you even there are so many prince charming out there but for me you are my PRINCE CHARMING I ever dreamed of. You make my life so meaningful, every moments with you are so wonderful... For once in my life, I got a man who I can see from his brown eyes his sincere love towards me. You had convinced me that you are the one for me and I’m the one for you. I pray that both of us could be together…forever.

With the Allah’s name, I love you sayangku. Trust me baby, I'm yours!


Muuuaah!

-Aisyah-

Monday, April 7, 2008

My little lame rules~!


Give all of us gathered here tonight the strength, to remember that life is so very fragile. We are all vulnerable. We will all at some point of our lives fall - we will all fall.We must carry this in our hearts. That what we have is special. That it can be taken from us, and when it is taken from us, we will be tested.


We will be tested to our very souls.


We will all now be tested.


It is these times, it is these pains, that allows us to look inside ourselves.


Love u so much sayangku~!

Latest Movie of us~!

We are soo in love~!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Another picture of us~!


On our 2nd month Anniversary~!

Anniversary Memory~!


Hanging around Sec 7, Shah Alam.

An encounter with Ferhad~!

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Happy Anniversary my beloved sweetheart~!


When I was a kid, I used to be a very huge boy; as huge as my ambition. All the while when I live with my huge size body, I used to be humiliated, discarded, being left out, discriminate, scolded, and even being beaten by those around me who portrays themselves as friends. They used my size as an excuse to curse me to live a horrible live and left me with a very low self esteem to carry on. Even some of my teachers back then are on their side punishing me for something I didn’t do. I used to be caned because I punch the person who spilt right to my face and for standing up for my self.

When I got home from school is another story. I live in a little family consist of four members which is my parents, my younger brother and me. Living with them back then, I always being nagged, scolded and punished by many issues that in my opinion is not relevant for me to being nagged and scolded of. When I stand and speak out my points to explain, they raised another issue which brings me to a conclusion that I should stop standing up for my self and just listen to whatever they send my way. I live in a very stressful environment each passing days having to face all this matters and realizing the fact that I don’t even have anyone to share.

Later come boarding school phase, here I have to be aware every single moment as I cant simply trust nobody because its hard to differentiate between a friend and an enemy inside. Everyone have their own plans to survive and can simply use anyone for their own agenda. Realizing that I was far away from home and have nobody to rely on, I try to make some friends which in the end turned out to be a backstabber. They use me as to achieve their goals and win their so called glory at that particular time. Here I met a girl which I get emotionally in touch for almost six years and end up realizing myself being shitted as she has someone else while I’m dying trying to keep the flame on between us all the while.

But, god is fair. After all the matters I’ve been trough, all the pain I’ve been suffering and all the shit I’ve to swallow; he send me an angel to live with. He sent me a person that I could love and would love me back, who understand, who is so lovely and wonderful which makes words alone are incapable to describe how wonderful she is and how I feet inside nowadays having her by my side. She knows everything that I ever dreamed of and when I needed it. She has won my heart entirely which makes me can’t even breathe without her by my side. In instance she has becomes my batter half. I just can’t stop thanking her for accepting and loving me to show my highest appreciation. I love her so much, I need her and I only want her.

So to my angelic sweetheart baby, I love you so much dear. You hold my faith, trust, body, soul and even the keys to my heart are entirely yours darling. It will always be you in my every breath and heart beat. If I die or anything happen to me someday, rest assured that I will always love you, need you, want you for everything and anything you are and looking forward to spend my remaining entire life with you; SITI AISYAH MHD. ARIFF. Thank god I found you.

Happy 2nd Anniversary sayangku~! I miss and love you so much.. Mmuahh~!

*Hugs & Kisses*
Muhd. Hafiz Muhd Ali

06/04/2008

3:26 A.M